Monday, December 15, 2008

NIGHT TERRORS OR SWEET DREAMS???

AYO CHECK IT OUT. LAST NIGHT I HAD A DREAM OF AN EX-GIRLFRIEND THAT I TAUGHT I WAS COMPLETELY OVER AND DONE WITH. I REMEMBER LITTLE BUT I KNOW THAT THE DREAM REVOLVED AROUND ME AND HER AS A COUPLE. I DONT KNOW IF IT MEANS THAT I'M NOT OVER HER OR IF ITS JUS A FUCKING DREAM!!! I WENT THRU HELL AND BACK WITH THIS CHICK BUT I CANT SEE MYSELF BEING WITH HER EVER AGAIN... BUT THESE DREAMS GAVE ME A HEAD CHANGE. I WAS HOPING FOR INPUT FROM ALL OF THE PEOPLE THAT KNOW ME, AND MORE SO THE PEOPLE THAT DONT... I HAVE TO GET THIS FIGURED OUT CUZ I'M TRYING TO BUILD A NEW RELATIONSHIP WITH ANOTHER GIRL... WELL I JUS CANT DECIDE IF I NEED TO GET THIS DAME OUTTA MY SYSTEM OR IF ITS JUS A DREAM... CAN I GET SOME INPUT!!!!!!!!!!?????????

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

THIS ROSE DOESNT BLOOM

HE TOLD ME THE ROSE ON HIS ARM DOESNT BLOOM ANYMORE
ITS NOT THE SAME AS IT WAS, THE WAY IT WAS BEFORE
IN THE SPRING IT WOULD BEGIN TO SPROUT AND GROW
IN THE SUMMER IT WAS IN FULL BLOOM, SO BEAUTIFUL
IN THE FALL THE COLOR OF PETALS WOULD BEGIN TO CHANGE
AND IT WOULD DIE IN THE WINTER, AND THAT WAS A SHAME
BUT NOW THE VEINS OF LIFE RUN COLD AND DRY
AND CONSEQUENTLY THE ROSE IS READY TO DIE
SEE THE HYPODERMIC NEEDLE PUNCTURES THE STEM
AND THE TRACKS OF HOLES SEEM TO SIGNALS THE END
THRU THE TINY WOUND ENTERS THE GRIME
THE TOXINS BLOCK ALL FEELINGS, EVEN THE SUNSHINE
SO THE ROSE LACKS WHAT IS NEEDED TO THRIVE
SO IT BEGINS TO WITHER, DIE, AND IT LIES
SLIGHTLY TO THE SIDE, THAN THE ROSE BEGINS TO ITCH
LOOKS LIKE ITS READY TO STRAP FOR A FIX
SO THE RUBBER HOSE IS TIED TIGHT TO PUMP OUT A VEIN
TO THE BOTTOM OF THE SPOON IS TAKEN A FLAME
HE FILLS IN THE NEEDLE WITH HEROIN AND TEARS THROUGH HIS SKIN
AND BEFORE THE HIGH HITS HE CRYS CUZ HE KNOWS THE ROSE WILL NEVER BLOOM AGAIN...

Thursday, September 18, 2008

THIS TYPE OF LOVE...

" I WANNA LOVE LIKE ME THINKING OF YOU THINKING OF ME THINKING OF YOU TYPE LOVE...I WANNA LOVE THATS AS UNEXPLAINABLE AS SHE IS..."-SHIHAN

I WANNA LOVE THAT MAKES ME SMILE JUS THINKING ABOUT IT. I KNO THAT THERE IS NO SUCH THING AS THE PERFECT LOVE BUT I WANT TO GET AS CLOSE TO THAT LOVE AS FUCKING POSSIBLE






Wednesday, September 17, 2008

Why???

(speaking in general, not all women are like this)This one is for the women. Why is it that a man can be a complete asshole towards his gf/wife and she loves it. but the moment a man treats a women with respect hes "not manly enough"? Why do women complain about how all guys are assholes but when a exceptional man enters ur life u complain that hes jus "TOO NICE"? I dont understand how a man can treat a women like shes dirt under his shoe and get all sorts of love and praise and other men put women on a pedastool they get walked all over? Its an everlsting conudrum and i would jus like a little clarity....

Monday, September 15, 2008

HOW LONG WILL THEY MOURN ME?

"THE SAY THEY MY DAWGS N THEY ALWAYS BE MY HOMIE/
BUT WHEN A N***A GONE HOW LONG WILL THE MOURN ME?"
This saturday maked the 12th anniversary of the death of Tupac Amaru Shakur. I know some people reading this will want to write off Pac as a thug and a promoter of gang violence but he isnt. Tupac was a poet that gave people a glimpse into a life that they never knew exsisted. "I DIDNT CREATE THUG LIFE, I DIAGNOSED IT" These words were spoken by Tupac on his documentry "Tupac: Resurrection" this statement means that the issues we have in the hood/varrio were around before Pac and are still around after his death. Let me break down the concept of T.H.U.G. L.I.F.E.
T= THE, H= HATE, U= U(YOU), G= GAVE, L= LITTLE, I= INFANTS, F= FUCKED
E= EVERYONE
THUG LIFE means THE HATE U GAVE LITTLE INFANTS FUCKED EVERYONE. This means that the concept of "THUG" is given to a child that lives in poverty and has to struggle through to much too soon. This being said, maybe there wouldnt be a need for "THUG" if the issues in the hood/varrio werent ignored by those who can make a difference. The people in lower class urban areas hate crime as much as people in the upper class suburb. Just because we live and see this crime everyday does not mean that we rejoice in it. In fact it is quite the opposite. We want peace and understanding just as much as everyone else, if not more!! We deal with gang-bangers and other forms of crime on a daily basis and we dont rejoice in the bloodshed of the innocent. Tupac was trying to change the out look of the hood. Using his celebrity and fame he organized a truce between the CRIPS and BLOODS, this truce lasted until his untimely dimise, now think about the lives he chould have saved if he wasnt gunned down. So before you critize a person who says "TUPAC IS MY HERO" think about what they might mean by it. Who knows the violence he stopped could have saved your life...

Wednesday, September 10, 2008

INBREED INTOLRANCE

Look at what we are doing to our children....


People are teaching kids to be rasicst, sexist, and even hate based on religion. Why is it that people think in sterotypes? Because its easy to generalize rather than to think! The problem with that is that it becomes what our children belive as well. The only thing dumber than accidently passing on intolerance is doing so on purpose. Listen we have enough issues in the world without having to deal with issues such as race, age, sex, or religion. In the famous words of Mr. King "Why cant we all just get along..."

Monday, September 8, 2008

ANSWER ME THIS..

Amador Damaso

Engl. 52

Cerrtiots College

Post #2

NOT FOR THE EASILY OFFENED...(DONT READ IF U GET OFFENDED)

Why is there enough religion to incite war but not enought to instill tolerance?
Why is it that we belive in GOD/ALLAH/JESUS(or whoever you pray to) enough to we are willing to kill each other as to who is right but not enough to actually follows the teachings and just listen to another persons P.O.V. You have Islamic extremist blowing up women and children because they belive it makes ALLAH happy. You have Christain fundementalist killing abortion doctors because the belive its GOD's will. How f****d up is this? I'm going to break this down for you... ALLAH is can be understood as an acrynom A=arm L=leg L=leg A=arm H=head, now that means its arm, leg, leg, arm, head.(I will get back to this) In The Bible God states that we are made in His image, which means that our bodys are a represntation of GOD. Now ALLAH is a heavenly being and we are made to look like Him. So ALLAH and GOD made man to look like them. Now did this just happen? NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Listen Muslims accept JESUS as a PROPHET just not as the SON OF GOD, does this make them EVIL? NO!!!! People are entitled to different ideas. People of the Jewish faith dont belive in JESUS... This doesn't make them EVIL! Listen all our belifes are the same except for minor BULLSHIT!!!!!!!!! I am tired of people using GOD/ALLAH/JESUS to justify genocide and acts of violence. Why dont people just admit that they are not grown up enough for adult conversations about religion? If you have faith if any kind but belive that those who dont belive what you do is going to hell then you have no idea of what true faith is!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Maybe if people put aside thier petty differences than maybe they can see the similarites. As a i write this i know some people will be offended but if i can make just one person open thier mind then I succeded in what i set out to do. So as i leave you think about the reason the Islamic extremist hate us.... Its simply because they dont understand us. ITS ALL ABOUT UNDERSTANDING, UNDERSTANDE ME?

Tuesday, September 2, 2008

P.C.

WHY IS EVERYONE SO DAMN POLITICALY CORRECT?
WHAT EVER HAPPENED TO FREEDOM OF SPEACH?
THE REASON AMERICA WAS GREAT WAS THE FACT THAT WE WERE ABLE TO SAY WHAT WAS ON OUR MINDS.
THE REASON EVERYONE IS TESTING AMERICA ON THE WORLD SCALE IS BECAUSE WE LOST THE BALLS TO SAY WHAT WE FEEL.
A MIDGET IS NO LONGER A MIDGET? NOW HE IS A DWARF? DWARF ARE MYTHICAL CREATURES LIKE AN ELF OR A UNICORN. IF YOUR NOT LUGGING AROUND A GIANT BATTLE AXE THEN YOU ARE NOT A DWARF...
NOW IF YOU HAVE AN ISSUE WITH A PERSON YOU CANT JUS SAY WHAT YOU FEEL? YOU HAVE TO GRIN A BEAR IT? I THINK THAT WE WOULD HAVE LESS KILLINGS IF IT WAS ACCEPTABLE TO JUS SAY WHAT WAS ON YOUR MIND... SINCE WE STARTED BEGING P.C. WORK PLACE KILLINGS HAVE GONE UP. ITS ALL BECAUSE THE FACT THAT WE HAVE TO BITE OUR TOUNGES, THERE IS NO RELASE OF STRESS SO IT ALL BUILDS UP UNTIL ONE DAY WE JUS POP... SO SAVE A LIFE AND SAY WHAT IS ON YOUR MIND!!!!!!!!!!!!!1