Monday, April 20, 2009

FRUSTRATION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

THIS SEMESTER HAS BEEN GOING REALLY GOOD FOR ME....


EXCEPT FOR MY FRUSTATION IN ENGLISH CLASS. IM TAKING THE SAME PROF. I TOOK LAST SEMESTER, BUT ITS NOT JUST THE SAME TEACHER; ITS THE SAME CLASS. EVERY SINGLE THING WE ARE DOING IS THE EXACT SAME LESSON PLAN AS LAST SEMESETER. I ENJOY THE CLASS, BUT I CANNOT FIND THE PROPER MOTIVATION TO DO MY BEST. I BUST MY ASS, BUT ONLY FOR A CHALLENGE. MY PROF. SAYS THAT ALL HIS FORMER STUDENTS ARE UP TO TASK, BUT ITS HE WHO IS NOT UP TO TASK. LAST SEMESTER I WAS MOTIVATED BY THE LESSONS, FOR THEY WERE NEW. THIS IS A HIGHER LEVEL OF ENGLISH, SO THE LESSON PLAN SHOULD ALSO BE HIGHER. I DONT MEAN TO SOUND LIKE A COMPLETE ASSHOLE, BUT I NEEDED A CHALLENGE THIS SEMSETER. UNFORTUNATLLY I DIDNT GET WHAT I WISHED FOR. I HONESTLY WANTED A RUSH OF NEW KNOWLEDGE, AND I DIDNT RECIVE THIS. HE HAS ALL THESE EXPECTATIONS FOR HIS FORMER STUDENTS, BUT NOTHING NEW IS BROUGHT TO THE TABLE. THIS CLASS IS LACKING IN SUBSTANCE THIS SEMESTER. I REGRETFULLY TYPE THESE WORDS BUT ITS WHAT I HONESTLY FEEL. I WANTED A CHANLLENGE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IS THAT TO MUCH TO ASK FOR? IF I WANTED TO REPEAT ENGL. 52 I WOULD HAVE FAILED AND TOOK THAT CLASS AGAIN! I PASSED AND WANTED A NEW INFLUX OF LEARNING! DAMN I JUST BEEN FRUSTRATED, AND THATS WHY MANY FORMER STUDENTS DROPPED; THE REPITION OF THIS CLASS...



I JUST HAD TO VENT.....

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